been kinda a-wall lately.
nainee talked to me abt a dead blog.
..
time is rly going fast.
the year is abt to be over.
moving to a higher grade.
very soon we'll be sitting for o-lvls -.-
the thought of it scares me.
exams are in abt 2 weeks.
time to not slack and hit the books.
that is now becoming a problem for me..
i started sec 1, with a new beginning.
but then it got screwed.
back to my old ways again.
so got chosen to represent eldds in syf next year ==
like thats not enough,
i hav councillor stuff to plan and do.
and all of it is eating up my hols.
sch is like ending earlier this year
and its taken away from me ==
ehh, ill no wat id probably be doing.
watching my bestfrend tv :D
and movie (: in my fav cinema.
LOL its just the music room.
but its wayy better than watching in the cinema.
dad bought 3 more full leather chairs $100 each.
now its like truly a cinema.
the sound quality is much better.
and the projector is wide screen,
and we get to sit up close and front.
i think i've lost my ability to talk in american,british and american slang.
my american has become very week.
british a so so.
well, time to go practice.
this month has rly been an eye opener.
1 practically hit me in the face.
i thought i did the right thing.
but then i kept going back.
it kept rising to the surface.
now its like the bottles' been open.
or almost unscrewed ==
like, why did it have to happen now.
cldn't it have waited till like my shoulders are weight free?
its like im avoiding 'that' fact.
nainee does not like this whole shit.
whnvr i try to tell her, she throws it back at me ==
like who the hell do i go to now?
time to put it all back into that dum little bottle.
maybe even throw it away.
lol, this turned out to be a therapy session.
that whole talk was for nainee (: